When you wake up in the morning and your still tired and find out there is something wrong? what could that be but you go to the kitchen to get breakfast and realize something is missing." Everyday you expect something good is going to happen or it will change your life and you expect that one perfect phone call that will make your day. Sometimes its never there and you never get it...then again sometimes you do. If you don't get it, you wait! Sometimes you wait for hours, even days to get that phone call that will make you happy. You go and hang out with your friends and maybe have a good time, but still there is something wrong. You get that old familiar feeling you may often get but the thing is everyone gets sad and sometimes it really hurts. The reason i am typing this email is because I am sad. I want you to know that your not alone!!!!!!! I'm here with you, in fact everyone is. I'll leave that up to you whether to believe it or not.
Take some time learn to breathe. Life is beautiful in all ways. Look at the positive things about life don't be like me hurting over some girl I will never get. But anyway theere's more than what you see. Cheer up, in time things will get better. You may ask how can I cheer up? Here is how you can get better. Simply take a breath and understand that life is indeed beautiful. Meet new people on myspace, facebook, youtube, etc. I personally love to observe other peoples everyday life, people I've never met or talked to. So take an interest in that, meet new people, make new friends. You can never have enough friends.
Take a walk and if you're still sad please look for someone out there that's depressed as you help them out with their problem, at least try to. You'll feel so much better about yourself. You may even change that person you helped. It takes some time I know no one should be hurt and depressed but that's everyday life. The sad thing is its never going to end. There will always be evil, just as there will always be good. Cheer up, think about all the fun times you had, think about how you helped people. No one should feel down about anything. You only have one life, do what makes you happy now. But what if you do something you want to do and it hurts someone that might not want you to do it? Well try to work things out.
The guy who wants too much in life risks losing absolutely everything and the guy who wants too little in life might not get anything at all. The important thing is to know you're not alone. This happens to everyone not just you. Don't feel down and think you don't fit in. Try doing different things like maybe listening to the music you hate, maybe a new kind of music. Understand its ok...and eventually things will start to look up.
